The Inevitable:2010

Today is the last day of 2009
In the blinks of an eye it has comes to an end

As 2010 comes he does wonders About something: SPM
Everybody who turns 17 next year and in MOTHERLAND Malaysia absolutely will think about SPM
And he does wonders whether he'll do good ;Pressure rises ,tension breaks in, expectations to be fulfilled and confidence goes down the drain

Nevermind,Let's talk about 2009

It was a fairly OKAY-OKAY YEAR(2007&2008 is still the best) but some happenings make up for it. Truth is he doesn't even knows what He wanna talk about.Let's see..Here it Goes

1.School
It was a fairly boring one. With the Tons newly imposed subjects, He grew tired of it. But his curricular activity was GREAT. Being a monitor was entirely boring and tiring although much of his work was done by N. Homework WAS BAD!!! HE didn't do MOST OF THEM. But it was kinda fun meeting new people. The juniors were GREAT for him (most of them la) haha. SURPRISINGLY,there was a new student coz he actually wanted one LOL!!! and it was damn ironic that she came walking into the class. Things change here and there.

2.Family
It doesn't change much. He stills love them.LOL. They make up his life basically. His Uncle passed away. Just that NO FAMILY VACATION!!

3.Friends
They WERE GREAT!!!Well of course they must have FIGHTS and brawls but it's all LOVE. He thinks so. Well he lost some, sadly. But I've met LOTS of people this years. Came closer to others. He would like to Thank everybody especially bla bla bla(they know who they are)

Even though 2009 wasn't the best year of his life but It has thought him LOTS of things and opened him eyes to a new perspective of life. 2009 was more of a new dimension to him. People around him grew towards maturity and that was intriguing to see. Well it was a great journey with they all,especially with one or two of them.
Things were magnificent, HE OWES IT TO YOU ALL.

2010

He hopes in 2010, His friends and him will KICK ASS in SPM. Well let's not just let tension builds, but let's make memories. Time after time, when they leave school, he wants them to look back and say WAH THAT WAS NICE, As this might be the last year that they cross path in each other life's.
He wants to make 2010 the best year of his life and the unforgettable one, plant it in his mind and never let it go.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Lastly, he thanks the people who wished him HAPPY NEW YEAR

He is lucky that he is in love with HER!!!!

Holidays just kick started two days back
and you know WHAT???? It's hell of a boredom.. Coz They didn't exactly planned anything
this weekend so YEAH!!!...

And today, for the first time he WOKE UP LATE wohoooo
but actually not exactly late as in REALLY LATE, it was just 11o'clock..
ermm,he looks nerdy and acts nerdy..OMG!!! hahahaha

but it's actually quite surprising coz he slept at 6..
was talking To no other than *drumroll Lin!!!! hahaha
as a reply to her post FALL FOR YOU bla bla bla whatsoever

yeah Lin,thank you for yesterday..It's been a long time since he last heard your voice so yesterday was really good..he was glad..Though,the part that was Kinda Annoying was the call was interrupted because they had no credit..HAHAHA..
he knows he knows he should be blamed for it..hahaha

The part where you were pranking him about you FOUND A GUY THAT YOU LIKE kinda makes him SCARED and HEARTBROKEN although he knew that you were just pranking him..DAMN!!! he hates what Love can do..shit..
But I can't say that it was unfair coz he purposely made you jealous on their very first date so yeah..BACK ON HIM!!!

All he knows he loves you Lin
and It's okay if you don't love him
It will happens when it happens
The important part is they are together...WHEEEE!!!!!


*i'm outta here

OMG...you listen to that????

Today he didn't really sleep
Even though, he didn't go to school,he woke up at 7.30..WALAO!!!!!
And yes,Even he can't believe that..
So he Got Up,On the Computer,and AT THE MOST PERFECT TIMING it broke down
and he ended Up staring at the clock while lying down on the couch

Then,Lin texted him asking me to be her ALARM CLOCK and wake her up at 9.15
VERY GOOD..she even blackmail him...GOOD GIRLFRIEND

so he tak jadi tidur,then he fixed the comp..
But it was redundant coz it rosak again..

Waited till evening to call his GIRLFRIEND..but then his girlfriend was busy

DIDN't realize talking through the phone for 1 hour could cause a MUSCLE CRAMP for the hand..ARGHHH..and it wasn't because he talked to Lin..
was talking to GABRIELLE..hahaha.. p/s:sorry Lin didn't realize the time..the convo was so funny...hahaha
and yeah lulu,THE CHICKEN MADE A HUMPING SOUND HUH
made his day

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

THANK YOU GIRLS

he is out!!!

Geek In the PINK!!!

He always wonder and then he gets Envious..REALLY HE DOES..
You know those people who come into class and they go to their sit
The First thing They do is..OPEN THEIR FREAKING BOOK!!!..and read,read,read read..
You must be thinking..OMG OMG..there's a cool book..maybe Twilight or whatsoever BUT URGHH UHH..they're reading text book
CRAZY ISN'T it??

Well To people like US(who don't study,AT ALL) and lazy bumps,its like a blatant curse..But we tak boleh be like them..As much as we want to when the exam comes around the corner,we just can't..ADMIT IT!!!
it's like an act of contempt to god more like blasphemy to say that we can become THEM!!!!
It's more like a gift..It's like YOU'RE THE CHOSEN ONE
and the best part of all,the geek DON'T get bored of doing this
it's like they live and die to READ!!!
SO ALL HAIL THE NERDS!!!!



arghh btw,now He is wearing Spectacles
OMG he looks like a NERD HIMSELF...
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A penny will hide the biggest star in the Universe if you hold it close enough to your eye. ~Samuel Grafton

he was sitting there beside hher,reminiscing
Of Him and her,even though it wasn't too long
;They

He told her back in the days,
And she is okay with all there was
; relieved

Though he knew you would show up
He kept the element of surprise
; surprise surprise

They saw each other with such luck
In T's house they crossed eyes
; enthusiastic

They were bickering at each other
Though they knew it was all mere fun
; hilarious

She sat with him
Whilst She could with the others(friends)
; thank you

They talked and cuddled
how funny and romantic(disgusting too)
He was on top of the world
With her,he could feel ANYTHING!!!!
; universal

He hugged her and feel so relieved
As if a big burden was lifted
And She was the reason why
; comforter

Then she started to talk about how this would end
Got him feeling "indescribable"
; unthinkable

Neither Did He want Them to end Nor leave it at "that"
He was having the blues
As she was looking at him and he turned his view away
Juggling between THIS and THAT
; troubled

She thought it was a blasphemy for him to be down
But It was because of her
if that is SO!!! WHY NOT?
; affection

Deep down he knew that he didn't want it
But as hard as it looked he still did it
But she made it harder for him
Though harder was better
; glad and saddened

He took her hand and initiated
She couldn't believe what she was Hearing
such petty words entering a saddened heart
beating non-stop till it couldn't get up
; terrifying

He uttered words
That Even Ge didn't know where It breath from
But they Weren't Lie
They came Straight from the soul
; agony

Things at that moment
Weren't easy for both she and him
Letting go wasn't what he dreamt of
It was blissful, love, affection not to forget TDTUA
; _______

Did he had not do that
He would be troubled
Plus she knew
Things, wouldn't get better
; troubled ,again

*to be continued
p/s : his lady seems to *hate his grammar mistake..so he guess he can't do that anymore
he guess so...AHAHAHA

It's day The man Can't be Moved

Today he woke up so early it's still dark..
(how hardworking he turned up to be and if you yes you the one who's reading this know me,you know he is lying)
talked to some old friends through the Net
awhh memories...reminiscing the days(lol as if i'm 57 or 23)

and owh owh..two days ago(since it's past 12)
there was this girl*she was cute beside his dad's car and she was also in a car
He turned his head and suddenly she turned her view to him TOO
and out of a sudden she waved at him
He thought she was waving at another car or something
And It turned out to be him
*he spent the whole day wondering who is the girl???
how random life could be huh???

Read the lyrics to the Song "the man who can't be moved"
and he realize how ironic it is..
and he talked to Anna today
HOW OLD YOU ARE!!!!
can you believe that she changed her course from business to psychology????
tho that's so crazy but HEY PSYCHOLOGY IS SO COOL he couldn't agree more
(since he is going to pursue it)ahahaha
Anna, you don't know how much he <3 you..wahahahaah
don't be jealous Lin (tho he doubts she will be since she is stone-cold)

btw he wonders how you type a poem out instantly and spontaneously
*referring to Anna
He is like so old-fashioned,He can't type it out just like that
tho he can do it if he writes it on papers
He is so envious of you

Exam are OVER..PLAYTIME!!!!!

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Yesterday he read Chan3's blog: All he knows Shazrin sounds girlish ok???but whatever as long as you like it..since you said it sounds SO nice...

Awhh it been months since he last viewed His own blog..lol..ironic..
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!wohooo he'd bet paulians n pu3ans are going crazy with theirs..
well don't study last minute kay???study the last second,aite???
Can't believe he answered the essay question for english paper like a girl

It took him 4 sheets of papers..LOL..It was About "The Unwelcome Visitors"
And, NO it's not about some aliens..He wrote on God&L(be proud,hun n now teacher knows everything)
Wonder how can he score an A for other papers Since
he Hardly does any of his homework this year

Owh Yeah..He is Getting His specs Soon...NERD ALERT~~~ -_-"
Tried lots of specs and All he saw was NERDY NERDY!! AND MUCHO NERDY!!!
well what Can he do??? Dad says "No contacts,get your specs first'
He was Like "baik,tuan" what a good son ..MUAHAHA

OWH YEAH YEAH... HALLOWEEN NIGHT!!! on 31st...WAHAHAHA the theme is "Dress to SCARE!!' he does a good job at that

-outta here-

Trust!!!

I wrote this in 5 minutes at 4 a.m...So yeah..It came pouring into me..
p/s : notice the grammar mistake~natural

trust me when I say I love you coz I do

when I see you, I know it's true

When I look Into Your lovely eyes

I know you feel it too

But You feel that THIS is going to end

I told you the END will never Began

As we sat in the car

I convinced you for an LDR

I know you could

And deep down you now I would

But then again

you want THIS to end

coz you don't want me to be hurt

but I told you it will ALL be good

please baby, trust in me

coz yours I'll forever be

I love you

Coz you're the first

The first to quench my thirst

To be tamed

N to be cuddled

And right along came a girl from thailand

walking to my arms from god's "Hand"

just when I ask for a Comforter

You came and became my lover

right along I knew you were the one

Coz GOD said you are and FOREVER will be the one

so trust me girl when I say I will wait

Coz I'll be here waiting For you,LIN!!!

no matter how long It takes I'll still be waiting..

I know this will hurt

But the end will be good

Deep down you know I’m not lying

Just that you know In the process I’ll be hurt..o:p>

But girl I don’t care even If I’m hurt

What I want IS you

And You only

Even if I ended Up needing to fight for you

Fight For you I will

Even though I Get Killed

Fight For you I will

Now, you must be thinking Here go Crazy Sheikh Again

But I’m Not Lying and Truth I am Speaking

Because Your Love and Trust I want To gain

So trust me Lin when I’m Saying

I’m Loving you From within

And I’m sealed by a Kiss

The kiss that put me in a Bliss

A Bliss that Is Full Of promise

But the Only thing I’m missing

Is you

Yeah right It’s you

You to begin trusting

Trusting That I’m Not Lying

Trust Me that this will never have an ENDING

So JUST PLEASE JUST

Try to believe that I will NOT BETRAY

Your love for me

And ALL I need from you is to pray

That we will forever be

And will never be separated

Coz you’re the one I want to be married with

Lin, All I’m trying to say is that

Trust me and yours I’ll forever be

I love you LIN!!!!

And I will Always Do

Till God Do Us Apart!!!

If you were to Know Me 30/04/09 Zomeo&Zilliet

If you were to know me..you should know i'm like a knight who can take thousands of stabs and still never backs down..I'm that person who trust in my capabilities and knowing my limits and always trying to go for the very BEST!!!and if you were to know me..I'm a kind of a person who never gives up at trying to excel and be the winner..I've never backed down..but for ONCE just for ONCE I've lost that spirit..today I saw what the world is made up..If you were to know me you would have known that I'm a person who never says "sorry I'm not in the mood" but today I've finally uttered that sentence..today I saw how to accept a downfall created by human's judgement..today I saw that there will be injustice and it takes More than a HIGH spirit to topple down injustice..it's not about a great king arthur that went to a village saying you must fight the war and the pirates and reigns over the GREAT COUNTRY..it takes more than spirit and talent to topple down a great name,it really does ..I saw that today I must admit I've lost..I've lost not because We were not better than the others...I lost because it's human nature..I lost because it would just be an embarassment if We did..We lost because we were too good to win..all my life I've never held my head so high but stood so low


To put it in a better way of sayin..This is the very first time I've never doubt my talent..This is the very first time I motivated my team in other to put their spirits up..This is the very first time I put my team through a psychology session to make him feel how to cry and his tears was flowing like ancient Babylon..This is the very first time an outcome threw me so down that I could never back up..This is the very first time I've ever admit what I did..This is the very first time I motivated everyone and put everybody's hope so high it went crumbling down..BUT what for??It was all POINTLESS..my friends never thought we could have won but i motivated them and put their hopes so high but when it ends it went crumbling,crashing down..it was all shattered..but what for???I've hurt my loved ones in the process but what for???POINTLESS

I must say that today I'm nothing..I must at last admit today I've finally lost the battle of spirit that I've always won easily..

Somehow I just can't follow what I posted in the last post
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;

maybe just maybe Rudyard's word was too good for me to follow..It was so painful that I must let it out..
Today is the day that I've finally been where I've never been before..Such petty place made by human called embarassment..and I must say today I've fell from a place too high that I don't think I can't get up ever again without any scars..


serve man and you'll be frustrated
serve god and you can serve both

IF,that changes my blog title

I read the Poem "If" past few months and our class learned about it few weeks back..well it was good..what i mean is that..the poem really teaches you about life..to me it's like an utility pack people bring to the forest for their aid there..the poem is like advices you need to venture out the real world..life is all about not being pompous treating people the same..LIVING LIFE TO THE MAX!!!it's all about real words that a CARING dad tells his son..it touched my heart when I read it..I have to admit I nearly cried..well it was VERY GOOD..it even says
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
which is freaking true..most of us change from people to people???no more two face Harvey Dent we have multiple characters..well look through it life is something for us to life for us and honour god..we do have to change..and life happily and it's about doing it the right way..And not saying IF i could that IF I could do this..If everybody were to say that..I can say If I were a football player in Chelsea..it is just stupid to be saying IF IF IF...do something achieve it not sit there and blame on everybody..


If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

she forgot??

lol how could she..she forgot???she thought im a pu3 girl???after 5 minutes of chatting..i said i'm nt in pu3 how should i know..and she was like OMFG where did you go???haiz...what's with you dear donkey???

maybe she doesn't care like the pic says..lol

03/04/09

because of the debate competition and we ran out of time..I and fong decided to spent the night at teng's house at the last minute.well we were unprepared because of our teacher was sick and we can't do anything..well we reached at 9.30p.m. teng opened the door so late..ARGHHH..well practically we didn't do anything until midnight and then we started babbling about it..FONG WAS SLOW like a pig.. i didn't bother to help them and only did my stars.. yippiee..needed to wait for themcoz i'm the 3rd speaker..stupid girls..hahaha... well at last we slept at freaking 3a.m..i went into the room and disturbed the dog and he barked at me..i was freaking shocked man..well i was bored and slept at 3.30..the next morning i was late coz fong took so long to scrub her dirty body..lol..ALL YOUR FAULT..and i was freaking sleepy..haiz..all my own fault

28/03/09-Kenny Turned 16!!!

I was basically freaking glad when you decided to throw a party Kenny..well basically the whole day i was out coz i haven't buy the present...AT last i gave a T-shirt p/s:thought of giving ya basketball shoe but then siaow wen gave you one d.. :P ..Well i went at 7.45..I was late because at 7 I was still wrapping the shirt..hehehe..when I reached the BARBEQUE has started....was so excited :P....then saw Kenny who was walking in and out of the house ..he was sweating like a pig...p/s:he went to school to play b.ball but till at night haven't take his bath..OMG!!!smelly ass...Lots of people were there already..some were his neighbours and families..saw Nkt with her shining shirt at the 'appropriate spot",Fong looked naughty RAWR!!!!And arif hair was indescribable,kok pulak came with his pink shirt tucked in..hahaha..then suddenly need to go out to show direction to lawrence[simple directions also you can't understand..pai seh..arif was speeding 100KM/H man..siow...well we started eating at 8.++..Some of Kenny's friends was staring at me..hahaha..maybe they think I eat BABI!!!???p/s:thank you aunty for the special food that was ordered just for me..Felt like VIP!!!hehehe..Then we started making noise LOL..the other guests keep looking at us but the girls couldn't care less..Kenny was freaking busy entertaining his guests so can't kacau him much that day..BTW YOUR DOG KENNY WAS FREAKING CUTE!!!!...they started barbeque but can't eat loh coz got babi...but the sate was splendid...hehe..then saw last year's trip video..was freaking hillarious but then missed lots of them who is not here anymore ermm....it was so fun coz we havent hang out for god knows since when...well everybody gradually started to go home p/s:you all had wish you didn't go out that early..hehehe..we were roaming around the house thinking what to do..then kenny took the guitar out and we started singing..hahaha..though he forgot half of the chords..lol..sang a jay chou's song was so fast man can't catch up with you all..fyi first time i sang it...11.30 joey's mum came..haiz..she particularly came at that time coz she wanted to watch AMERICAN IDOL..lol..p/s:yeah joey adam IS GAY!!!!when i went inside to say bUHBYe to kenny's dad i heard some aunty said in mandarin "that malay boy is very polite la..bla bla bla" was laughing my head off..then went home with natasha's dad..didn't even realize he reached..haiz..so early.. thought of going back at 2a.m. or something..btw teng why you can't make it..it was fun..hehe..KENNY GOT LOTS OF STUFFS arr???1000+++?????hehehe