Friday, March 19, 2010

It's You , Me against the WORLD



All around me of familiar faces
Going nowhere
But going around in circles
Where are they going,how the heck should I know
Coz if they themselves are uncertain of their destination
How am I,someone who can't drill into their thoughts
Someone, who has never been there understand thee
Daunted by their own negativity
Howled by others' thoughts
Pushed back by the great civilization of the smart apes
They linger in their own world of "hope"

One day...
If a man on the street,stop you
In the middle of your way
N ask "boy,what're you doing with your life"
The great earth shall stop
The sounding thunder of terror waits
Even Allah(god) will be interested to hear the answer
but the imbecile boy shall answer
"GO away crappy old man"
Thinking that, this old man,this messy stinking old man
what an utter waste of time,talking bullshit

BUT everyone of you,SHOULD
in fact ARE obligated,compulsory to stop and stare at the question
knock yourself in the head
And ask yourself,what the hell are you doing with your life?
You Owe it to your parents,founding fathers,the world
In fact god,the One who gave your the air you breath
To freaking answer the very question

I long have dwell there
Strutting every of my step
But in the end, getting nowhere
The daunting problem is that I SEE the light at the end of the tunnel
but I'm stuck here
My soul long for that salvation, to be in that very light
Salvation of eternity
That all others are dragging their feet to
But it's as seems,the harder I walk
The faster I hurried my pace
I even tried to run and fall
Got back up and sprinted my way through

But it seems I'm getting NOWHERE near the light
"GOD DAMN YOU FREAKING TUNNEL""YOU GOTTA BE JOKING"
"I ran half dead,and i'm getting nowhere"
CURSE YOU GOD, "sigh,even god hates me"
at this point,most have fallen
and I never tried harder, tired of God's "evil", "disgusting" plan
some dragged back their feet
to the same old petty place they used to belong
Few get to the light,with brains,or thoughts
Some took a highway route,but hey
If you got gold,you can go anywhere

Opportunity knocks but once,
Not exactly true but
the opportunity get worse every single time they come
boringly,knocking on your door
Those who got into the light
Few,very minute few, got to stay in
Others got kicked out further away than where they started
From those who got kicked out,little started their journey again
Many others just dwell in their sorrow

N at this point,you gotta be thinking
what the hell is this boy crapping
HEll,even I myself don't know
Ok maybe I do
BUT look at it in which ever way you want
and you shall see the truth

Many,if not all ask,what the hell is that "light"
Some,if not many shall say, HECK that "light" doesnt even exist
Keep dreaming you FOOLS!!!
Little,if not some,wouldn't even care to listen
All,will stop to see the man who speak about the light,makes a fool of himself
If the fool,fails to make a fool of himself,and say something mighty and glorious
ALL,shall say TODAY I WITNESS A SAINT BRINGING SALVATION TO OUR DYING WORLD
but minute,if not none,will wait for you,from the very beginning
for you to succeed
but few if not zero

THAT,i give you the world
who long to see you fall,but will smile if you don't
whom will laugh at the most if you fall into the darkness of embarassment
that i give you,human being

But to answer the VERY question
the light actually,differs
I live my life sarcastically
Do what i Wanna do
WAnna see the world achieve serenity(tho that's far from happening),if not a little serenity,well that's my "light"

YOU,might have been beaten up
when you were a childseen EVERYONE as an enemy
and hey you wanna see the world,dies in a black fire,hey if god forbids, that will be your light


So don't ask others,what's my light
journey into your heart
dwell into that creepy place and ask your soul
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT?
and whatever the answer is,that's your light
and hell no,that's not mine
and yes everyone has their OWN light

HOW TO GET THERE?

When the world is mocking you,
When the people around you,are waiting,for you to stumble down and never get up
When all hope has gone,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating
If you can fall down,and get back up and run FASTER
IF you can change as the world revolves,not falling behind
IF you can open your eyes,but see together your brain and heart
If you don't waver when the odds are against you

You'll get there
There's no mountain that's to high
Your is the heaven and earth and everything in it
And for what truly matters
Althought you and me are just normal human beings
We are in the light
WE have breathe life to our dreams

For it's you and me against the world

..... :)


Quotation : Mad World -Rolan Orzabal
IF -Rudyard Kipling

Thursday, March 18, 2010

As I drags my feet towards tomorrow
I wonder what does It has in store for me
It's the human nature to fret of what they can't see
To lose their balls for things that are unseen
Men loves to belittle someone they hardly knows
Henceforth calling themselves mighty
Inexplicable,what they have become

As I gauge for tomorrow
I wonder what has I made with my yesterday
Have I spent it wisely?
The yesterday that lighted fools
has made what we are today
But i'm not a fool nor a wise boy
neither am I for I do not know what I have become
To say I'm above it all is utter bullshit
But to say I'm below it, is a blasphemy

I guess I have gone senile
I'm daunted of the shadows of tomorrow
Crying tears of remorse for yesterday
Nor I live in the moment
I'm a shadow
Of whom?
I hope I know

I long to blame this on someone
To put this on another soul
why must it be me?
Last time I checked with google
there was 6,692,030,277 souls on earth
I must be lucky
Look at the numbers,what are the odds?

God loves me,I guess
that's another way to look at it
But either way I look at it
I see the same old,boring perspective

A doctor can cure thousands of lives
But when he is sick
Who is out there to cure him?
I wonder

I hope with what tomorrow holds
Is not bleak nor cloudy
And for what tomorrow holds
I shall rammed at it with all my might
And hope I go through unscathed


truth be told,nobody knows
I might walk down the street tomorrow the next morning
and got bang by a car
WHAT HAPPY EVER AFTER ENDING...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................i guess...

Friday, March 12, 2010

Snappin'






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